Please Help me

RFQ Description

I am looking to buy pain medication , anti anxiety medication; also, AD-HD meds, in both oral and liquid forms. I have a medical condition that causes me to produce kidney stones called Cystinuria and even when I am not passing a stone I suffer from nerve damage from all the surgeries I have had to remove stones; Plus, there is the scar tissue and the several other reasons Im in constant pain. I am basically in extreme pain all the time and well, my doctor had been extremely positive on his outlook, ; until, one of his residents finally told me the truth, with all the surgeries, my kidney staying swollen, and the fact my left kidney was/is failing at an extremely predictable rate. That resident doctor told me id maybe see 30 with no meds, possibly as long as 55 with them. My doctor refused to talk about that issue with me, but the day after my doctor found out, that resident was fired and banned from both the university and the hospital. With that kind of a response with that much haste I can only conclude, its true. thats the reason why I am here. I do not sleep at all without the benzodiazepines, I have trouble falling asleep and if I actually do, I wake several times from night terrors.extremely vivid and horrible ones, Benzos suppress delta sleep; so, when a moderately high dose is taken, you go straight from alpha to theta sleep. The newest complications is that my energy level is about 40% of what it was just 4 years ago, to make things even better, sometimes I dont even have the energy to get my morning medication off my night stand that is within arms reach. Almost all of my doctors, I had a whole team of Department Heads working on my case by half way though the surgeries, just imagine some of the best doctors in the country telling you when your 23 that both kidneys are slowly failing and all that can do is offer me palliative treatments. If you Think Im lying then Im sorry. pain, medication, benzo pain relief